Tuesday, March 4, 2014

New name

I always said that the perfect title to sum up my life would be, "Facing The Alley." I love views, yet I always end up living with a luxurious view of a city alley. It represents completely my disdain for the typical, the frustration that life is often about the typical, and my need to better myself so one day I can have that dream view.

But what exactly is my dream view? I'm not simply talking about what I'd see out my window.

What would my ideal life look like?

I've had so much turmoil lately, so many changes have occurred, and I have changed right along with them. My wants, my needs, my desires are no longer the same. They couldn't be. No one could have so much upheaval without an emotional overhaul.

What I need to do is to figure out who I am now.

This is  happening while life continues to whirl and twirl with little time to steady myself. I constantly feel as if I am about to fall over. Certainly this will end soon?

How much of it was rotten circumstances VS self created chaos?

And how can I break the obvious habits so I can finally get on the path to achieve the ideal view?

Much I must ponder. So much thinking to do.

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Shall We Fall Down The Rabbit Hole AGAIN, Alice?

A new blog. Oh fucknuts. Not this again.

This has been my longest break ever from blogging since I started putting my thoughts online way back in 1999. I blame micro-blogging that is the social networking norm these days.  Facebook. Twitter. InstaGram, and on and on and on.  Ain't nobody got time for that AND writing blog posts.  Well, this old broad doesn't.

HOWEVER life has gotten interesting again. Verrrry interesting.  So interesting I feel compelled to share it with the world. Cuz I think I'm oh so very important like that. No, for real. There aren't many 43 year old Midwestern mothers of 3 that live and love the way I do. You will agree once I begin posting on a regular basis about the adventures of a drag strip/burlesque/strip tease nightclub show producer/performer/emcee who is still trying to figure it all out.

Oh honey. Where do I even begin?

The shows, the personalities, the performers,  the highs, the lows, the love, the romance, the adventures. THAT will be THIS blog.

Are you ready?